My history to explain this blog a little

In Elementry I was a very shy but once I made friends in my class I became more outgoing. it stayed this way until I went into 4th grade. one day in 4th grade I laid my head down and some kids thought I was picking my nose so they all started I was weird and by that time I was getting picked on some midget but I decided not to say anything because my best friend and the midget became friends, and I didn't want to start bad blood but I did snap a few times and told the teacher but the teacher said I was being a tattle tell, but that was wrong because my best friend and the midget were starting to bully me. From then on I became consumed by my shy nature and never went outside to play at school much and then I slowly became lonely. My sisters never really cared about me and mom and dad to me at that age were my enemy. I ever thought of suicide but then I went to a school where some kids became my friends and it was fun for a while but I soon learned that the people that I would've called my friends a year ago never talked to me during my senior year they would always avoid me when someone else is starting to talk even though I was talking to them. They would only come to me only when they wanted to play on computer, which annoyed me. well this is my past, my present, but I wish for someone to help me change my future, because it's lonely :'(

Good Day today ^_^

Today started so nice I have no school this week due to the fact that my class went to flordia, I stayed because I still have my college class and I need to visit colleges for the field I want to go into. Well anyway before I went to JCTC for my English class I went to Shoe Carnival to buy some new shoes because my old ones are wore out. well I find the coolest pair of shoes and I buy them. I wore them today to school, they are very comfortable and the design is totally aweome. oh I also have to visit tomorrow at U of L [GO CARDS!] but anyway I'm also looking at WKU and EKU, so pray for me I really hope I can get in to one of these schools.

Introduction!!!!!

Hello Welcome to my blog, this is my first blog ever made on the net. Here I will try to blog about my daily life. The reason for this is to express my lonesomeness and to hope for one day to be able to make friends like I used to.